My Grande Epiphany

Here is picture of this said TB Crew: ( from left to right: Zsa Zsa, Edgar, Maria, Jen Jen, Myself, Stephania, Seth, and Dexter)

So I have decided to start a business! I had this grande drunk epiphany this past weekend.. My best friend Stephania and I got to talking and let's just say things started to click!

I realized that one of my particular groups of friends are just a group of people who are bidding our time until we start to fulfill our true potentials. Everyone and I mean everyone in our group is capable of achieving something great. This type of thinking, led me to my said epiphany! We should start a business.. We all have our strengths ranging from: buying, personal shopping, PR, culinary, design, film, musical, and I have realized I am a bit of an idea man. Now the task I'm setting for myself is come up with venture worthy of the TB crew and then to set the plans into motion.

Stay tuned!!

Dede x x

Getting back on Track

LONDON...

-OR-

NYC....

I just can't decide.. I need to sort myself out asap!! I'm suppose to be in London in about a month.. but then I have this longing for NYC too!! What is a girl to do?!?!?!

Isn't she great...

So I was just checking my friends portfolio and I thought I would share!

Her name is Melissa and she's with Elite (NY) and Ford (Europe).. Enjoy!

NYC Fashion Week..

Well 'tomorrow' was a bit of a stretch but here it goes!

So, I was suppose to be going back to NYC this week to help assistant style two presentations of lines that my old company reps but because of our stupid economic I am now left to be a slave to blogs like The Satorialist , and Fashionista to keep me in the fashion loop.. Oh what I wouldn't give to be there now!! So sad, but my plan is to move to London next month so hopefully next season!

Here are some images from the lines I was going to be working for:

UNCONDITIONAL A/W 08/09

and then Corpus Fall/Winter 2008:





Your thoughts??

NYC Update

Wow, I can't believe I haven't written since I've moved here.. Just goes to show how busy I've been..

Well I've been through so much.. my internship/moving/living in Brooklyn/styling and assisting/ and being through an emotional rollercoaster really i guess..

here are a couple highlight pictures:

yeah that's right.. I got my first pair of Louboutin's!! (For FREE)

from left to right: Syed, and dwarf impersonator of Marilyn Manison, some hot Aussie!.. Halloween Party..

My favorite roomie Amanda and I at the Halloween party as Tina and a Sexy Kitten

Trying on wigs at one of my gigs!

Wow, I can't believe I haven't written since I've moved here.. Just goes to show how busy I've been..

Well I've been through so much.. my internship/moving/living in Brooklyn/styling and assisting/ and being through an emotional rollercoaster really i guess..

here are a couple highlight pictures:

NYC Bound but still have this lingering love for all things British..

So I start my internship in NYC on Tuesday!!! Can't wait but I have just recently found out that I am in the process of interviews to be apart of the Topshop/Topman flagship store that is going to open up in Soho this Fall! While doing research and had no choice but to do a bit of window-shopping!! lol

Here are my favs I've found:

I really hope I get the position! I just love the thought of having a little taste of Britain in my life.. well at least until my handsome Brit comes over in November!!

Ray of Light in a Dark Week

So I've been going through a lot this week dealing with my relationship.. but today after all the resumes and cover letter's I have been sending out I finally have an interview. I actually stumbled across this designers website at like 3 or 4am one morning this week and I have been in talks with the people today. I am interviewing for a Sales and Marketing intern position. I really hope everything goes well.. with everything really professional and romantic.. though I'm hoping for both to end amazingly!!

It is pretty nice to be a bit more optimistic!!!

All Alone...

I had the weirdest day today.. I went with my family to the mall to search for a job and I swear I almost had a panic attack!! I think it was all the people.. the uber-american crowds of people. I am just so use to creative/stylish people and and I was back in the "crombie" world. I guess I'll just readjust but i mean NYC is only 6 weeks away so I'll be back around people that inspire me again!! Also, it's been almost a week since I've seen my bubbs and it's just not getting better..

I just hope it does soon...

It's Nearing that time..

So as my lovely bubbs pointed out to me today I have but 18 days left until my adventures in Manchester come to an end... I am losing so much this time.. I swear since I started uni I always just seem to keep losing the people that I come to love and adore. I mean don't get me wrong I miss my friends and family terribly.. but then I actually love my life here. I am doing what I love (styling), traveling, and being around amazing people who have helped me become an even better person than I ever thought I could be. My friends here though few, have taught me so much about life. Before I came here, I would have never considered myself narrow minded, or closed from experiences. Well I guess that's wear believing you can do something is different than actually doing it. It's so hard right now.. from one end my friends and family from home are so excited about my return then here my friends and boyfriend are terribly upset. I mean I have been with my bubbs for almost 3 years now and it just truly unfair really. Though I am young, and people always say there's always someone else out there for you, I know in my heart that my bubbs is "The One." It is the most amazing feeling I've ever experienced.

I know that my move to NYC in August is going to be life changing but that change was suppose to happen with him, you know?? NYC is such a scary place, the thought of me living there on my own is terrifying. I feel like I'm going to get lost, or become cold and distant. I want to have a new experience, a life altering one you know?? But who is so say this experience is going to be good and the optimistic side of me says who's to say it's going to be bad. I am really looking forward to starting my journey to my "adult" life. I got into the program at FIT and have already found some certificate programs in styling that should help me develop my skills. I hope the contacts I have in NYC will give me that edge in the industry. I so look forward to what's the next chapter in my life..

I guess this thing is helpful.. I just hope what's next includes more stability, if only for a bit you know.. because I'm realizing I have just about everything I've ever wanted.. love, happiness, amazing friends, and crazy yet loving family, and so much time ahead of me..

I guess only time will tell... xoxo